So funny how your there for people whenever they have a problem, listen to it big or small you listen you help them you truly care then end up feeling stupid because every single problem you have is belittle and they don’t care they don’t ask. why do you have to make the effort when your the one hurting? Why Iam the bad person for respecting and caring about your problems ? But I need to stop caring about those who don’t care and not be selfish and get offended and hurt by people. But I’m blogging my emotions that I bottle up for dam good reason just so I can be sane and let it off my chest.

"Miss my old days, those shady ways. Miss the sins all those wins. Miss the fun in all that sun, showing my skin making heads spin. But then I woke up fearing the sun all the fire i get for my desire. It’s time to face the east, and get rid of my inner beast."

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Pretty women wonder where my secret lies
I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size
But when I start to tell them
They think I’m telling lies.
I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It’s the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing of my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can’t touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them,
They say they still can’t see.
I say
It’s in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Now you understand
Just why my head’s not bowed.
I don’t shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It’s in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
The palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
‘Cause I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.
- Maya Angelo

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- googled the right spelling of Phenomenal came across this beautiful poem haha and im not even into literature.